枫芢论

一天的时间可以过得很快。。。
也可以过得很慢。。。

阅读到一本自己喜欢的书时，
或；
和自己中意的人聊天时，
就觉得时间过得很快。。。

找不到灵感作画时，
或；
无聊时，
就会觉得时间过得特别慢。。。

很多现代年轻人，
都不懂得如何拿捏时间的速度。。。

而且还常常搞到自己。。。

病痛缠身。。。
感情纠纷。。。
精神分裂。。。
债务缠身。。。

朋友们，
请多多保重！！！

“遇见了却没打招呼，就等于白目。” -maniac mary-

有一个人，我常常遇到他。。。
他也常常遇到我。。。
可是，我们却从来没跟彼此打招呼过。。。

几米的“向左走，向右走”。。。
大家看过吧！！！
我们就是这样子咯！

他不管在什么时候，都很赶时间。。。
他走路只看路而已。。。

每次见到他都是匆匆忙忙的。。。
好像有很多门大生意要处理似的。。。

今天，我又遇见这个人了。。。
正当我要跟他打招呼时，
就跟以往一样。。。
匆匆忙忙的在我身边走过！！！

我有够炸到！！！

“遇见了却没打招呼，就等于白目。。。” -maniac mary-

this week is a busy week for me...

i need to...
do SHE 101 assignment...

do PRINTMAKING,
GRAPHIC 2,
SCUPLTURE studio assignment...

study YKT101 tutorial...

do HVT333 preperation of the the Guaguin presentation...

make an appointment with the group member and my mahaguru...

remind those people about the meeting...

sleep...

eat...

go toilet too!!!

i am busy...

我自认是个认真的人。。。
我是个会。。。

认真的思考。。。
认真的玩耍。。。
认真的吃饭。。。
认真的睡觉。。。
认真的疯狂。。。

也会。。。

认真的观看。。。
认真的聆听。。。
认真的说话。。。
认真的嗅嗅。。。
认真的触摸。。。

还会。。。

认真的爱。。。
认真的哭。。。
认真的笑。。。
认真地气。。。
认真的感受。。。

但。。。
很多人却不认同我的认真。。。

i like to drink local coffee...
i like the kau kau smell of local coffee...
the smell of local coffee make me feel good and relax...

i like to have a cup of local coffee in the corner of a quiet cafe...
in the urban city or country side...
i like to drink coffee and read a book in same time...

i like to a cup of coffee with my friend...
i like tell my story to my friend...
i also like listen the story from my them...

i want to own my coffee cafe...
in some day but not now...
i want to have a good barista to make the coffee i like...
and share the same taste with the people...

i want to drink a cup of local coffee by now...
but, no one want to drink with me...
anyone want to drink a cup of good quality local coffee with me???

好久好久没收看棒棒堂了！！！
好想好想棒棒堂的堂主！！！
还有酷像周董，小宇的小香和网络美女达人的蓉嘉！！！

也很想念棒棒堂的底迪们。。。

想念。。。幽默，搞笑的方块酥。。。
想念。。。娘泡本的急智。。。
想念。。。out-dog的leadership。。。
想念。。。爆牙禄优美的歌声。。。
想念。。。野兽的傻理傻气。。。
想念。。。很油条却能写词的鲔鱼。。。
想念。。。有潜能当狗仔队的虎牙。。。
想念。。。没下巴的小杰。。。
想念。。。很无聊却很厉害歌曲创作的阿杰。。。
想念。。。自认是rocker的小煜。。。
想念。。。运动神经非常好的威廉。。。
想念。。。有香港脚却很会打鼓的李铨。。。
想念。。。样子酷酷但个性却很可爱的小马。。。
想念。。。有贵族般气质的王子。。。
想念。。。想尽办法超越王子的毛弟。。。

好想好想再收看棒棒堂！！！

last tuesday, i had a graphic design class...
n something very funny happen...

i know a lot of people will think...
"eh... u r a fine art studient, why u need to study graphic design?"
yes, i am a fine art student...
so, what?
i just want to learn something new and this knowlarge can help in future!

ok, back to that day...

my mahaguru want us to do as many as posisble reseach on the cartoon charater design...
so, i use my old sketching in my reseach material too...
the result is:

" your charater style is to fine and a lot of deco...
is to extreme...
is non-pratical...
the charater must be to more commecial..."

after i head the comment of my mahaguru, i was...

"har???
what the fuck is she talking about???
i am train to be a fine artist n offcause my drawing will fine art style la!!!"

after few days, i got another though...

"if i think another way, i think this is a praise to me...
after a year training in fine art crouse, my skill and thinking is became more mantap..."

good,good,good!!!

今天真的有够炸到！

就因为友人的一句：
“Tom yam for dinner!!!! Yeah yeah....^^”
我就和数位大炮专家在脸书 网站轰炸这位友人。
友人也不甘弱势的和我们轰炸一番。。。

事后，我在想。。。
我们是不是很无聊？
我们干吗会这么无聊？
难道星期天就只能无聊吗？
为什么大家都过的这么无聊？

是因为，
读书读到太无聊？
赶assignment赶到太无聊？

或是因为，
没男/女朋友在身边而无聊？

还是，
根本就纯粹想无聊，发慌一下。。。

无聊，
还真的能让人突发奇想。。。

the story of a maniac traffic light is the old name i use seen i started to wrote...
i name it year 2006 in friendster blog...

the reason i choose this name because...
traffic light is a non-living object and it is very important to the driver and everyone...
the colour changing of the traffic is giving signal and direction...
the symbol of traffic light is to control...

i want to control my life...
i want people to know that i am not just a young girl (at year 2006) like to make lame joke only...
i want them to know, i am a young girl got my own dream, though, emotion, ideal...
i want people to know about me...
i want to meet more friend by writing blog too!

but, today i had make some change of the context but not the content of my blog...

the content of my blog still same!
i still want people to know more about me...
the context is defferent is because...
the style, the word i use is a little bit different from the story of a maniac traffic light.

simplexity means the complexity has be simplify...
the thing i want to simplify is the complexity world...
i know is not easy to simplify...
but i will do my best to simplify the complex world i knew.

(p/s: if you still don't what i means, please have a cheak of my old blog on friendster! my friendster user name is manaic mary too!)

last morning, i had a printmaking class.
we need to make our printmaking tools by ourself and i done it!
i need to mollify a metal file become a scarpper and burnisher.
i know a lot of people don't understand want am i talking about, but never mind!
in simple word to say is i need to cut a hard metal with machine.

senddenly, one of my senior and (he is a guy) came to me and say:

" you really is a iron woman!"

i was terkejut... again!
this is not the first time i head something like this from a guy!
my guy's friend also told me before!

yes!
i like to challenge my limitation for everything...
but, do i look so though and strong?
i don't know and i don't so!

what i know is i will dare to try something new...
and do my best for everything...

a lot of people already sleep during this time...
but, i still awake...
and i know still have a lot of people still awake like me.

i'm a night owl...
i know being a night owl will kill me faster that other people...
but, what to do?
i really enjoying the silent of the night!
the silentness make me think and feel fresh!

during this time,
a lot people still drunk in the pub...
some still dance in the middle of the disco...
some still sit in the mamak store drinking tea with thier friend...
some still chatting with thier sweetheart...
and some still watching japanese porn...
and some still making...

i stop exsperising the night life with friend seen i study in university....
oh! i miss the night life i had before so much!

i always head people say...

"die la! die la! this time..."
or...
" i will get kill..."

why people must always say like this???
i don't understand!!!

my minor course is communication and this study is on every friday 3pm to 5pm...

today i just have 2 classes only, but because of the first year student need go to the 'bina negara' camp...
so, my class change to night 8pm.

i hate the class during night time!
but, what to do?
i still need to go to class!

before i go to my class, around 7pm...
" how boring can be in this class ah? never mind! i will wait and see what will happen la! "

but, i need change my preception about this course from now!
my mahaguru is a fuuny guy and he know how communicate with the audian very well!
i laugh a lot during he lectuaring the boring topic i already knew for a long time!
and qiute a long time i did't laugh in the lectualling hall like this!

thank god for giving me this small and little gift during the time i almost get mad!

today is the starting point of my busy life in this new semester...
i almost get crazy of the assignment!!!
god please help me!!!

before i start my new semester, i watched a movie names "V for Vadatta".

"...idea always is in the human minds...
idea will never sleep...
idea will never eat...
idea will never need to be rest...
idea will never cry...
idea will never sad...
idea will never angry...
idea will never affaid...
idea will never die...

idea will change the world...
if human dare to have idea..."
-V-

i like what this guy say about idea.

yesterday is saturday...
and i have a really bad and heavy rain day...

today is sunday...
and i have a great day...

tomorrow is monday...
and everyone think is a bad day...

i wish everyone have a nice monday and everyday...

different is funny and tricking word...

people use the word "different" in live...
it can means a lot.

sometime it can give a bad meaning to someone...
sometime it can give a good meaning to someone else...

if human never come out of this word...
the world will never be the same world we live at now...

when everyone say yes to every thing...
thats mean...
everyone are equare, homogen, same...
and...
we will lost our identity...
we will lost ourself...
we will lost our dream....
we will lost every thing we have before...

when we understand the meaning of different...
we will understand ourself...

when we understand ourself...
we need to believe ourself ...

self-confident is the key of different...

' No man live an island.'

人与人的相处本来就是一门非常难以理解的学问。。。

every day,
we will meet a lot of people...

when we meet the people we know,
we will feel safe and joyful.

when we meet the stranger,
we will feel nothing.

when we meet the people we assume we know,
we will feel insecure and a litte bit of affaid.

when we meet the people who don't want to talk with us,
we will feel sad and disepointed.

this is life...