今天在面子书游荡时，
无意间见到一位友人的最新照片。。。
照片里头的故事都是和她游学有关的。。。
她游学的经历。。。
她游学的回忆。。。
她游学的一点一滴。。。
老实说，
我还蛮羡慕的！！！
我很羡慕她能这么自由自在的游玩和学习。。。
也很羡慕她能如此的潇洒。。。
我相信她应该付出了很多很多的努力，
才会有如此的乐活。
我认为老人家常说的这句话是对的：
“认真， 努力的做一件事，必定会有福报。”
好吧！！！
现在就让我们认真， 努力的做一件事吧！！！
在考试的学子们，
暂时。。。
认真的甩掉面子书， 努力的不碰面子书， 必定能考好试。
很多友人常问我：
“为什么你家住这么近大学都不搬回家住？？？”
或是。。。
“为什么你家住这么近大学都不常回家？？？”
很多时候， 我都用些烂借口来推搪他们。。。
就好比如：
“家里没的上网， 所以就住进宿舍咯！！！”
再不就是说。。。
“家里已经没地方给我储藏了！所以我就把我的工具搬进宿
大家是不是觉得我的借口很烂又废？？？
我不回家，是有理由的。。。
只是很多人都不会选择去相信我的理由。。。
所以， 我就告诉大家要听和能接受的理由。。。
人性。。。
就是如此吧！！！
大家请放心！！！
我和家人的关系还蛮不错，满融洽的！！！
我还是会回家的！！！
今早我的房间里又无端端出现了。。。
常在我宿舍附近徘徊的一只猫！！！
这已经是第二次了！！！
在两个月前，我的房间曾发生如此的事！！！
我想了好久好久。。。
就是没想出个头绪！！！
真的是百思不解！！！
last few weeks, i had read a quote from internet...
“身为一个女人出门要像个贵妇，在家是个贤妇，在床上是个荡妇。”
my dear friend,
do you think so???
i don't know...
do u watch kung fu panda b4???
do u still remmmber the panda's master told him about life???
" yesterday is a history,today is a celerbration; tomorrow is a mistery."
this is the meaning of life to me!
赚钱，花钱，欠钱。。。
是我的能力。。。
人际好，人缘广，猪朋狗友多。。。
是我的实力。。。
功课好，成绩还好，背书却不怎么好。。。
是我的耐力。。。
认真的思考，工作，吃饭，上所厕，睡觉。。。
是我的蛮力。。。
胡说八道，不正经，游手好闲。。。
是我的魅力。。。
到现在都没有男朋友。。。
是因为还没发挥吸引力。。。
写到这里就停了。。。
是因为想的没力！！！
" the poeple who always dinite is the people who always untrue to themself..."
-jackson pollock-
start from this moment i will be in a hyper busy mode until next week...
i will busy doing work with artist in Chew Jetty,Penang.
if anyone intersted what i an doing...
go to this webside and have a look:
http://bangunproject.wordpress.com/
i hope god will protect my freind and i fall from the sick...
不知大家有想过未来的成就吗？
大家都知道未来是个未知数。。。
未来的成与败。。。
是看现在的努力与学习。。。
和过去所累积的经验。。。
除此之外，
还有一个很多人都受不了。。。
很害怕。。。
很痛苦的经历。。。
那就是。。。
要长期和孤单相处。。。
越是靠近成功的人，越是个孤单的人。。。
越是个孤单的人，越看得到未来的成就吧！！！
我所谓的律，
不是韩剧“宫”的律王子。。。
我所谓的律，
是生活及生存的规律。。。
律。。。
是人类文明的产业。。。
是人类自由的祖先。。。
是人类创新的方程式。。。
也是人类放肆的武器。。。
懂得律真实的意义，
就等于懂得自由的来源。。。
因为。。。
自由是出自律。。。
不懂律的人，就不会得到自由。。。
朋友们，
如果一直觉得自己受到约束；
得不到自由。。。
请问，你有真正了解律的存在吗？
最近的生活令我觉得。。。
我越来越像败犬。。。
我的工作量越来越大。。。
我的能力也提高了很多。。。
我的休息时间也越来越少。。。
我会这么忙都是在搞跟我所主修有关的活动。。。
都在搞些。。。
宣传与推广艺术文化。。。
也顺便赚取些零用钱。。。
还有，
final year project idea finding and skill improvement...
这学期的功课。。。
我不会觉得累。。。
是骗人的！！！
奥尔会觉得生活在如此的环境。。。
会有点孤单，无聊。。。
但，我还是很享受这种生活！！！
我想。。。
我会是个败犬。。。
是因为。。。
我还没遇到比做败犬还要跟享受的事情吧！！！
今天，我的某个友人问了我一莫名其妙的问题。。。
“mary, 你和某某是不是有路？"
har???
我突然间傻眼为什么这位友人这么问！！！
我现在忙得连上个厕所。。。
吃个午餐。。。
或睡个好觉。。。
都很难叻！！！
我也很想有人来和我搞下暧昧啊！！！
可是。。。
都忙到快变成机器人了。。。
何来哪些时间跟别人搞暧昧啊？？？
一天的时间可以过得很快。。。
也可以过得很慢。。。
阅读到一本自己喜欢的书时，
或；
和自己中意的人聊天时，
就觉得时间过得很快。。。
找不到灵感作画时，
或；
无聊时，
就会觉得时间过得特别慢。。。
很多现代年轻人，
都不懂得如何拿捏时间的速度。。。
而且还常常搞到自己。。。
病痛缠身。。。
感情纠纷。。。
精神分裂。。。
债务缠身。。。
朋友们，
请多多保重！！！
this week is a busy week for me...
i need to...
do SHE 101 assignment...
do PRINTMAKING,
GRAPHIC 2,
SCUPLTURE studio assignment...
study YKT101 tutorial...
do HVT333 preperation of the the Guaguin presentation...
make an appointment with the group member and my mahaguru...
remind those people about the meeting...
sleep...
eat...
go toilet too!!!
我自认是个认真的人。。。
我是个会。。。
认真的思考。。。
认真的玩耍。。。
认真的吃饭。。。
认真的睡觉。。。
认真的疯狂。。。
也会。。。
认真的观看。。。
认真的聆听。。。
认真的说话。。。
认真的嗅嗅。。。
认真的触摸。。。
还会。。。
认真的爱。。。
认真的哭。。。
认真的笑。。。
认真地气。。。
认真的感受。。。
但。。。
很多人却不认同我的认真。。。
i like to drink local coffee...
i like the kau kau smell of local coffee...
the smell of local coffee make me feel good and relax...
i like to have a cup of local coffee in the corner of a quiet cafe...
in the urban city or country side...
i like to drink coffee and read a book in same time...
i like to a cup of coffee with my friend...
i like tell my story to my friend...
i also like listen the story from my them...
i want to own my coffee cafe...
in some day but not now...
i want to have a good barista to make the coffee i like...
and share the same taste with the people...
i want to drink a cup of local coffee by now...
but, no one want to drink with me...
anyone want to drink a cup of good quality local coffee with me???
好久好久没收看棒棒堂了！！！
好想好想棒棒堂的堂主！！！
还有酷像周董，小宇的小香和网络美女达人的蓉嘉！！！
也很想念棒棒堂的底迪们。。。
想念。。。幽默，搞笑的方块酥。。。
想念。。。娘泡本的急智。。。
想念。。。out-dog的leadership。。。
想念。。。爆牙禄优美的歌声。。。
想念。。。野兽的傻理傻气。。。
想念。。。很油条却能写词的鲔鱼。。。
想念。。。有潜能当狗仔队的虎牙。。。
想念。。。没下巴的小杰。。。
想念。。。很无聊却很厉害歌曲创作的阿杰。。。
想念。。。自认是rocker的小煜。。。
想念。。。运动神经非常好的威廉。。。
想念。。。有香港脚却很会打鼓的李铨。。。
想念。。。样子酷酷但个性却很可爱的小马。。。
想念。。。有贵族般气质的王子。。。
想念。。。想尽办法超越王子的毛弟。。。
好想好想再收看棒棒堂！！！
last tuesday, i had a graphic design class...
n something very funny happen...
i know a lot of people will think...
"eh... u r a fine art studient, why u need to study graphic design?"
yes, i am a fine art student...
so, what?
i just want to learn something new and this knowlarge can help in future!
ok, back to that day...
my mahaguru want us to do as many as posisble reseach on the cartoon charater design...
so, i use my old sketching in my reseach material too...
the result is:
" your charater style is to fine and a lot of deco...
is to extreme...
is non-pratical...
the charater must be to more commecial..."
after i head the comment of my mahaguru, i was...
"har???
what the fuck is she talking about???
i am train to be a fine artist n offcause my drawing will fine art style la!!!"
after few days, i got another though...
"if i think another way, i think this is a praise to me...
after a year training in fine art crouse, my skill and thinking is became more mantap..."
good,good,good!!!
今天真的有够炸到！
就因为友人的一句：
“Tom yam for dinner!!!! Yeah yeah....^^”
我就和数位大炮专家在脸书 网站轰炸这位友人。
友人也不甘弱势的和我们轰炸一番。。。
事后，我在想。。。
我们是不是很无聊？
我们干吗会这么无聊？
难道星期天就只能无聊吗？
为什么大家都过的这么无聊？
是因为，
读书读到太无聊？
赶assignment赶到太无聊？
或是因为，
没男/女朋友在身边而无聊？
还是，
根本就纯粹想无聊，发慌一下。。。
无聊，
还真的能让人突发奇想。。。
the story of a maniac traffic light is the old name i use seen i started to wrote...
i name it year 2006 in friendster blog...
the reason i choose this name because...
traffic light is a non-living object and it is very important to the driver and everyone...
the colour changing of the traffic is giving signal and direction...
the symbol of traffic light is to control...
i want to control my life...
i want people to know that i am not just a young girl (at year 2006) like to make lame joke only...
i want them to know, i am a young girl got my own dream, though, emotion, ideal...
i want people to know about me...
i want to meet more friend by writing blog too!
but, today i had make some change of the context but not the content of my blog...
the content of my blog still same!
i still want people to know more about me...
the context is defferent is because...
the style, the word i use is a little bit different from the story of a maniac traffic light.
simplexity means the complexity has be simplify...
the thing i want to simplify is the complexity world...
i know is not easy to simplify...
but i will do my best to simplify the complex world i knew.
(p/s: if you still don't what i means, please have a cheak of my old blog on friendster! my friendster user name is manaic mary too!)
last morning, i had a printmaking class.
we need to make our printmaking tools by ourself and i done it!
i need to mollify a metal file become a scarpper and burnisher.
i know a lot of people don't understand want am i talking about, but never mind!
in simple word to say is i need to cut a hard metal with machine.
senddenly, one of my senior and (he is a guy) came to me and say:
" you really is a iron woman!"
i was terkejut... again!
this is not the first time i head something like this from a guy!
my guy's friend also told me before!
yes!
i like to challenge my limitation for everything...
but, do i look so though and strong?
i don't know and i don't so!
what i know is i will dare to try something new...
and do my best for everything...
a lot of people already sleep during this time...
but, i still awake...
and i know still have a lot of people still awake like me.
i'm a night owl...
i know being a night owl will kill me faster that other people...
but, what to do?
i really enjoying the silent of the night!
the silentness make me think and feel fresh!
during this time,
a lot people still drunk in the pub...
some still dance in the middle of the disco...
some still sit in the mamak store drinking tea with thier friend...
some still chatting with thier sweetheart...
and some still watching japanese porn...
and some still making...
i stop exsperising the night life with friend seen i study in university....
oh! i miss the night life i had before so much!
i always head people say...
"die la! die la! this time..."
or...
" i will get kill..."
why people must always say like this???
i don't understand!!!
my minor course is communication and this study is on every friday 3pm to 5pm...
today i just have 2 classes only, but because of the first year student need go to the 'bina negara' camp...
so, my class change to night 8pm.
i hate the class during night time!
but, what to do?
i still need to go to class!
before i go to my class, around 7pm...
" how boring can be in this class ah? never mind! i will wait and see what will happen la! "
but, i need change my preception about this course from now!
my mahaguru is a fuuny guy and he know how communicate with the audian very well!
i laugh a lot during he lectuaring the boring topic i already knew for a long time!
and qiute a long time i did't laugh in the lectualling hall like this!
thank god for giving me this small and little gift during the time i almost get mad!
today is the starting point of my busy life in this new semester...
i almost get crazy of the assignment!!!
god please help me!!!
before i start my new semester, i watched a movie names "V for Vadatta".
"...idea always is in the human minds...
idea will never sleep...
idea will never eat...
idea will never need to be rest...
idea will never cry...
idea will never sad...
idea will never angry...
idea will never affaid...
idea will never die...
idea will change the world...
if human dare to have idea..."
-V-
i like what this guy say about idea.
yesterday is saturday...
and i have a really bad and heavy rain day...
today is sunday...
and i have a great day...
tomorrow is monday...
and everyone think is a bad day...
i wish everyone have a nice monday and everyday...
different is funny and tricking word...
people use the word "different" in live...
it can means a lot.
sometime it can give a bad meaning to someone...
sometime it can give a good meaning to someone else...
if human never come out of this word...
the world will never be the same world we live at now...
when everyone say yes to every thing...
thats mean...
everyone are equare, homogen, same...
and...
we will lost our identity...
we will lost ourself...
we will lost our dream....
we will lost every thing we have before...
when we understand the meaning of different...
we will understand ourself...
when we understand ourself...
we need to believe ourself ...
self-confident is the key of different...
' No man live an island.'
人与人的相处本来就是一门非常难以理解的学问。。。
every day,
we will meet a lot of people...
when we meet the people we know,
we will feel safe and joyful.
when we meet the stranger,
we will feel nothing.
when we meet the people we assume we know,
we will feel insecure and a litte bit of affaid.
when we meet the people who don't want to talk with us,
we will feel sad and disepointed.
this is life...
just now i go to my usm profile to have look where stay in usm...
after then, i go cheak my last semester result...
what can i say is...
AH!!!
BECAUSE... I FAILED IT!!!
a lot people ask... how can u failed your bahasa???
eh...
模范棒棒堂。。。
是个怎样的节目？？？
我只能说。。。
我很喜欢！！！
i know this show from my 14 years old表妹。。。
before i watch this show,
i thought it just is a show full of hot guy without any talent...
but, i need to say i am wrong...
they good and quite funny.
i hope if u r free and nothing to do online,
can have a look of this show.
but not the three season ah!!!
快乐。。。
是可以分享的。。。 -快乐，张智成-
i love this song ...
coz ...
this what i wan 2 do in my life...
a lot of people ask me...
why i study fine art...
they also always ask me...
i study fine art because want to be a artist...
and i always told them...
i study it because it no need read to much book!!!
hihihi....
acttually...
i not really like the way malaysian study...
always...
just study books and books only...
that ia damn hell boring!!!
moreover, i not really enjoy the prosess of making an artwork...
the artwork is not difficult to make it ...
what i don't is...
the lonelyness during the prosess...
nobody will understand until they take a try on it...
i starting get back the bad feeling and memory during the time i work with an agency...
the artwork we had make...
is not an artwork...
it just is a tools for the agency to make money...
what i enjoy in live is...
meeting new people...
listen thier sad, happy and whatever types of story...
help them to face or understand the problem their have...
this is what i want to for my lve and living.
我颓废了一周。。。
平时勤力的我。。。
变了。。。
不洗衣。。。
不打扫。。。
就只是想赖在床。。。
什么都不想做。。。
好久好久都没这么过日子了。。。
一点都不好玩，不享受。。。
看来，
我真的是个工作狂。。。
i remember one of micheal buble's album names " is time"...
n i love the album so much too!!!
now...
is the time i say goodbye ...
to...
my friend, family and everyone i know during this semester...
i wish the people who know me...
live happy and healthy...
“不识英雄，不读三国。。。
若是英雄，怎么会不懂得寂寞。。。” - 曹操，林俊杰 -
我非常赞同这首歌的说法。。。
not just him say that, Leehom also say that before...
the lonelyness will help us create more quality or more interesting work...
lonelyness will help people...
to cool down and think...
lonelyness will help people...
to understand how important the use of our family members and friends...
lonelyness will help people...
to focus to thier am and get a flying colour life...
lonelyness will help people...
to understand the real meanings and use of lonely...
everyone had tasted the lonelyness...
but not everyone can understand what mr. lonely can help us to improve our life...
so...
my dear freinds,
give sometime to feel the lonely and enjoy that moment.
i did't get desa hostel for next semester!!!
why???
i don't understand how this can happen!!!
i hope i will get it after i do the rayuan !!!
I take part in a art competition 2day and i have no idea for the subjectmetter!
The theme of competiton is about malaysia heritage and the deadline is 16 june 2009.
The competition got 5 catogories : watercolour painting , oil/acylic painting, pen/pencil/chacoal drawing, printmaking and mix media.
I have take part in printmaking and mix media.
i have no idea!!!
next week, is my exam...
i still have a lot not study yet!!!
ah........................................................
avant-garde is a french words and it means: the army of the front line while war period.
i learn this word while i'm study my arts theory during the second semester in university.
avant-garde is the person or a group to make the revolusion happen.
the revolusion of secience, sociaty, politic, art sence...
everyone also can be an avant-garde in any frield...
but is not easy to be an avant-garde.
it need a lot of affort, braveness and study.
the avant-garde in the fast time is form from a group people full of knowlarge and believe themself can help people change thier thougth to make this world batter.
i want to an avant-garde someday in the future too !
i know and understand that is not easy, but i still want to give try!
before i using blogger,
i had wrote some blog too and that is on friendster's blog for few years ago.
but,
i not really the service of the friendster blog.
so,
i deccented make a change...
althought this is my new blog add...
but the story i want to tell still is the some...
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